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Pain and Insomnia
Well its 5:45 in the morning Once again I went to hospital yesterday. This is how it goes. I was too suicidal to give pain or anxiety medication to. So I said as they discharged me so am I gonna have...
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My Afternoon Post (Personal drug ratings)
So from 4pm the pain got so intense i gave into drugs. 200mg sr an 2x1oomg of tramadol 2x500mg paracetamol,10mg valium. This mix seems to work best of what I’ve got but it still doesn’t stop nightmares...
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Back from Hospital (again)
So I woke up yesterday after a terrible night of nightmares. Decided I’d had enough I wish there was no conflict in my family and we could all accept each other and get along. It seems that is the...
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What a day!!!
Last night I put myself to sleep with my last olanzapine tablet and a few valium and promithezine. Stayed awake till about 4 o’clock a.m. I woke up at 5pm in the afternoon so I feel like I skipped...
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Only a 3 More Nights!!!
The new year is arriving and I have very mixed feelings. I’m feeling anxious most of the time but the level of anxiety has definitely lessen since I got to start a new pain medication that doesn’t yet...
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A week too long in Hospital
I initially went in there because my doc wanted me to get my abdominal pain checked out after a few minutes of arriving they admitted me to the short stay operating ward. By this time I was pretty sure...
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Run for The Biggest Hills
While I wait for DBT to start, (Suggested and helped by M) I am looking for one on one therapy. Again I find a therapist I really thought I could get along with she was also only a skateboard ride away...
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Depressed EVERY DAY
For months It seems like everyday is harder to care or feel. Still just depressed (According to Acute Crisi Intervention I am doing just fine. When I called and asked for help because I wasn’t feeling...
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